Rough spots are just that. ROUGH SPOTS. you will get throught this one. Ive been in that spot unfortunately many times in my life. But maybe meds arent such a bad thing? imho, if it takes a pill to help me rationalize, its well worth the money ive spent. Aside from that. you are validated, like my mom said, theres no degrees of pain, and whos pain is worse because of what. it just is...its pain, physical, mental, pain. And im so sorry you are struggling. But know that im online and here to chat if you need to.

Meds dont mean you are not strong. they are to help us in bad times.....

I hope this helps. thinking about you.
Colleen