It's been strange. I've had mixed memories since yesterday. Memories of when my stepdad was really mean when I was little and things he did to my mom just being a jerk. Memories of good times we had of bowling or playing dice. And to top it off I've had memories of my abusive stepmother too. Overall it's been rather complex in my mind the last couple days.

I'm doing really well right now. I don't want to regress.