It’s okay to hate yourself, it means you have feelings and you “want” to do better, be better.

So your son had junk to eat lol I think all parents this happens too. My daughter once ate 5-6 ice cream sandwiches for dinner lol , the world didn’t end,sure you can feel bad. But you don’t let that happen all the time.

Your job suck ! Just sucks! Is there a way for you to focus on the end game? The last month week day until your free ?

You are not your mom.. you are a woman that lost her husband yet has been picking up the pieces and maybe your stuck in one spot right now but you are not falling back , your moving forward.

It’s okay to be mad, get some ugly thrift store Plates and fling them and watch them break, I usually put them in bags so I don’t have to clean up a mess but goodness it feels good

* hugs *