And, I guess I can assume, under the circumstances, and with things as they are, telling him would really just contribute to looking like a delusional fool. So, I'll just keep it to myself, does that seem like the right thing to do?
I have been looking at meet ups in my area, and I'm going to start small, just join in a group that doesn't require much interaction from me.
And maybe in another year I'll be ready for dating again? I dunno, seems kinda risky at the moment. It's too soon for me to feel ready for that.