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Old Feb 09, 2018, 02:28 AM
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Tonight has been weird in that I haven't gotten sleepy and waiting for my gall bladder surgery I don't have many nights I'm not tired. I'm also not feeling horribly ill for the first time in so long.

But my kitten just came into my room about 30 minutes ago foaming at the mouth. He wasn't upset, even when I swept his mouth out with my finger a few times. He was behaving fine. And now he is absolutely fine. I assume he got a taste of something bitter which makes them foam like that. He's playing now and I'm wide awake to watch him (and now I'm feeling rotten because I moved around too much).

But I'm scared. Only a year ago I lost both my cats 9 weeks apart. The first was very old. The 2nd was old but had a very aggressive cancer and I wasn't expecting to lose him. So I'm a little edgy about pet loss and seeing him act sick was terrifying. This only is somewhat improved knowing he is chasing his sister around the living room and up and down the basement stairs after eating a good bit of food and drinking a bunch of water.

So he's fine. I'm not. Too anxious........
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