I think i'd be seriously upset if I knew someone I know was brouzing these forums and reading my posts

what I try to remind myself is, that that no one knows my username and even if they did, and they read it, they are unlikely to comment

I come from a family where mental health is nothing more than a legend, so if they saw any of my posts, they would just think.... what a bunch of attention seeking crap.

as for my friends (like tara), if she read some of the stufff I put on here, I think i'd leave..

their is plenty of stuff she doesn't know (which she maybe should), but I've not told her yet