Sorry sam I am..

I'm trying to approach this from a guys point of view and yes unfortunately I and other guy friends of mine have had discussions about how it would be great to woken up too by some form of love making.

Men seem to like that for some reason, its a turn on. Men well from my experience (speaking for myself) usually wake up with an erection in the morning. Friends of mine have told me that they to experience erections in the morning thus leading to wanting love and sex.

I was abused when i was a little guy of only 7 or 8 and i can empathisize with you. My abuse usually happened at night when the perpetrator thought i was asleep.

Maybe you and B/f can work out something, it sound like he just wants to be loving and close in the morning, but still must respect your boundaries, so yes its good you have made that clear to him.

Maybe some desensitising therapy may help too if u want to go that route, ive heard it has helped alot of people who have been abused and who have phobias? Just as suggestion, good luck, feel free to PM me anytime if u wish to discuss any further if u feel u need to talk.

Peace Out, ziggy1