So I emailed my therapist about whether or not I could go to the psych ward at my local hospital because of my continuous suicidal thoughts. Also, the last time I went to the hospital for my mental health stuff they said " the next time you come in for mental health stuff, you will be admitted." My therapist replied that she called my dad. My dad and my therapist talked and they agreed that they dont think im "sick enough" to go into the psych ward. I think that that is total BS because I continually have suicidal thoughts. I went home and cut myself. What do I do?