He's been drinking like this since I knew him, never tried to hide it from me because he has no reason to, since he sees nothing wrong with it. It's always bothered me, but since I love him, I've tried to find ways to be "okay" with it, to not make a big deal of it, told myself it's my anxiety making this more of a thing than it is. But the more I express to him that I don't like his drinking, that is scares me, the more his answers, or lack of answers, tears me up inside.