I am alive and well, at least the best that can be expected with a moderate amount of depression. I do not know why this is, for I have good reasons to be happy. Hmm...I think I forgot to take my medication. I will have to check and see when I get back home. My new used car is working out. It is blemish free. So I am working to keep it that way, at least one car wash a week. My daughter wants a job while finishing up with high school. She is barely getting by with her grades as it is. So her mother and I have been talking about it with her. She just is not ready to become an adult, for she is making poor immature decisions. Also I need to stop spending money like I have been doing. My large bank loan needs to last me the next ten years. For various reasons, I have already spent most of it.