T,
I went into work in spite of wanting to stay home. Things are better today than they were yesterday. These issues resulting from the negative work environment are negatively impacting me. And I am fighting feeling resentment at being told what to do. I don't agree with my feelings as of late. Last night, I tried to have compassion for my idiot self and was able to do so. I noticed a time when the massive whatever it was lifted. It's like an ego state that won't go away. Until it does. This situation has been difficult. I don't know how much longer I can tolerate the sustained negativity. The things that my boss is doing are unbelievable. He's losing it.