My mind still races a lot, and I am very anxious and agitated. I am still afraid of becoming extremely manicky in that bad mixed sort of way, and I have been feeling all of the warning signs. The increased Seroquel is helping me think just clear enough to avoid spinning completely out of control where I need IP, but I am terrified that it won't be enough to treat this episode. In other words, I am afraid of getting worse before getting better. This is really frustrating, but I will have to see how I do with this medication change.

I hope you all have a good weekend and hang in there.