Sarah,
I know exactly how you are feeling. I've been in counseling for 2 years. I am not only attached to my T, I feel like I won't be able to cope without his support. I can't imagine not ever seeing him again. I get weepy just typing it. I pay for my counseling out of pocket. He feels it's unethical to keep a client hanging on. He feels you teach them until their are strong enough then you let them go. I feel if I'm willing to keep paying you, you should be there for me as long as I need you. We haven't even discussed terminating and I'm not anywhere near it, but I'm already concerned about it.

This is so hard.