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Originally Posted by Cocosurviving
I really hate your suffering like this. I would be in the same situation as you if I were sick. My mom would not want to keep my daughter. Try to use some coping skills that work for you and see if that helps. Have you heard of WRAP (Wellness Recovery Action Plan)? You should make you one once your better. You should be able to find the info available online, library, Facebook and YouTube.
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I actually wanted to take the WRAP course that’s offered through NAMI but it’s on Wednesday evenings and my mom works Wednesday evenings so I can’t. I don’t have anyone else to rely on for babysitting unfortunately and I don’t want anyone else at my house (ie a typical babysitter).
I’m finally calm now that I’ve been home from work for a few hours. My son calmed me down. He asked me if I was happy and I had to of course say yes so even though I felt like crying I kinda did the whole “fake it til you make it” thing. Now I’m not exactly happy but I don’t feel quite as awful.
I don’t WANT to feel like **** for the next four months. I need to come up with some sort of game plan. I’m a problem SOLVER, not a wallower. But I’m just not sure what I should do yet.