Therapist doesn’t work Friday’s, my peer support must have been out sick... I don’t have reliable friends....
I did leave a message on T’s phone which she will get Monday- the day I see her.
If I call a crisis line, they’ll send an ambulance. I’m celebrating my mom’s 77th bday tomorrow so I can’t go inpat. I could go to overnight psych ER... but they might not let me out; they won’t for sure if I told them the truth....
Ain’t that but a bummer? People can’t talk about things without being considered a risk... yet we’re encouraged to talk about things.