I want to say , I too went through a transference.
A love transference towards my therapist.
I be honsent it got worse. I wasnt able to take in anything from therapy. I felt more sad and suicidal.
Once my student therapist left the public health system and went on to pirvate practice.

I was assigned to a psychologist with years of experience. She told me this and I feel its very important for anyone going through a love transference towards there therapist needs to hear this.

She said to me in her words as I recalled clear as day.
Quote "From my humble opinion and experience, I have not seen love transference work. It just gets worse. Thats why I have felmale clients"
She told me how my frontal cordex would be overactive with anxeity around my therapist and I couldnt take anything in.
How each time I went into therapy I felt rejected which would cause the saddness and the suicidal thoughts.
How it be failure of therapy.
She said she knows at the place where they study they learn about working through love transference.

She also mention how she went through a love transference with her lecture and how it got worse.
Eventually it stop once he left.

What Im saying is. Its not worth it.

Yes maybe the therapist would say yes well that person said that because they didnt heal from there wounds.

But I say get out and find a therpaist that knows what they doing. Its seriously not worth it.