I am failing to see the point of coping. Things are not getting better for me.

In the past...if I just hung on...things would eventually improve.

Maybe things are improving and I just don't see it. I gave up smoking cigarettes, drinking alcohol, and recently went on a strict diet. I have an exercise program.

I feel like I have done everything one is supposed to do to cope but now I really wonder what is the point because nothing is getting better in my life. It seems like it should as now I live like a Stoic. But I feel sad beyond words.