Okay...a few years ago after falling into depression I decided to clean up my life. I got rid of a lot of bad habits.

One things is...I got rid of toxic friendships and relationships.

I haven't really established any new relationships.

One person advanced, offering friendship, but I did not have a good feeling about it...so I didn't respond.

In looking back over my life I see that when lonely I kind of let anyone into my life. Since that has changed I am more alone.

I guess it is good that I no longer have toxic friendships. They can be very hurtful. I feel like I should be happier alone because I have elevated my life. But's I'm not.