Dustin, try to stay in the present and use key words to comfort yourself. She might go to Texas. Right now, she isn't. Work hard now. She won't be with you the rest of your life :-) In a few years you'll be working at a job, married, and have kids of your own and won't even have time for a T. But now, stay with the present and that she isn't leaving right this week. Work on thinking about her when you are with her and otherwise work on school work, chores, finding/working jobs, etc., Life. Practice with your focus and attention bringing it back to where you want it that is "real" and not scary rather than what could happen sometime in some possible future in a galaxy far far away, LOL.