I'm glad it's the weekend. I've been doing pretty good mentally but this week has been a struggle for me. I'm trying to push through it. I saw pdoc on Wed and had a good appt and new med cocktail has made a big difference. Moe than once though I have gone down the ******* shortly after my app. It's weird.

Groceries planned today and we are meeting a friend around 3 for a couple drinks, sometimes this leads to a full day and night of drinking and my mood goes down for a few days after. Makes sense since alcohol is a depressant. I really need to try and get a handle on this. Last weekend my husband was sick and so we didn't go out and drink and honestly it was a nice break. I don't know, we have been doing this for years and there have been times when I was drinking a couple of nights a week and Fri and Sat night. I'm just rambling right now. I guess this is weighing on me right now and I'm feeling like this is a problem that I need to be addressing but might not quite be ready for mentally.

Hugs everyone!!