I'm here. I'm living through it.

I had an energy drink this morning and now I'm a little wired. Probably shouldn't have had it because, ya know, mania trigger. But I needed to stay awake today.

I am holding on to a lot of anger, and a lot of resentment. I am trying to let go. I will not let it eat at me. I am stronger than the **** I've been through.