im fine i guess

just staying so busy... and so tired... and achey hehe
trying to prioritize... but feel numb or really whatever..
depressed i guess but its hiding

im still working... as long as they dont come back with a drug test again...
not sure how they will react.. good people though...

got learners back and working on the car just have to get it on the road and go back to get license if i can figure out how to pay attention..

its ok though, i guess just stuff i never have faced before.. feels alien.. i dont have any other options anyway, so i think i killed my ego...