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Originally Posted by SorryShaped
I was on 400 mg lamictal daily for over 10 years. I'm not coming off everything. I'll still be on another mood stabilizer and an AP for sleep plus thyroid meds. Insurance refuses to pay for lamictal. I can't afford it, and SSDI isn't a gold mine.
There could be a personality disorder but really it's when I'm looking for endorphins I start pushing buttons. Feeling "sedate" could be indicative of that. I start craving feelings of any kind and I'll grab for whatever. This is where a lot of bipolar people turn to see, drugs, whatever.
Anything more you can and want to say, go for it. If it ticks me off or --and more likely-- confuses me, I'll let you know. If it's insightful, I'll be appreciative.
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I had and treated a nonspecific Pd. Before it was dx and treated ppl on the internet would accuse me of being manipulative.
I’m very angry at my sup for saying that in front of my other sup on the floor in front of customers.
I suppose I could talk to our manager about it but we are a family and I don’t want to rat. I won’t win either, the sups like to portray me as someone who argues and doesn’t listen and I’m powerless against that.