I told my husband back in July when I was triggering constantly and having a lot of flashbacks. He did not respond well to that. I told him that maybe he should do a little more research on PTSD. He understands that I am depressed, but he is still trying to understand just how bad last year was for me and how unaware he was of my two nervous breakdowns and suicide attempts.

My two closest friends in 3D know. And my online friends on LJ know. And well, everyone here knows now.

But after the response I got from my husband... who was supposed to be my support and someone safe.... I mostly don't like to talk about it with anyone in 3D.