I keep stumbling on these older topics, but this is still a current issue. I'm there with ya! But I'm inclined to believe maybe I have both bipolar and PMDD. The menstrual related mood swings have been easier to document, but finding and keeping a good gynecologist has been a pain. And I also hadn't done well, symptomatically, with birth control in the past, so I hesitate there. At any rate, I'm kinda in the same boat, struggling to find a treatment that fully works. I could go on, but my battery is about to die. :P