When I date, I usually date just one person at a time, which usually turns into a relationship quickly. I cannot casually "date" and date multiple people. I don't know how to play the field. I've never been good at it.

Being single means not dating to me. That's what it means. Choosing not to date at all.

But then I meet someone who is interested, and before I know it, I am too and then we get involved. This has happened a lot.

I just have to be careful about diving into something feet first and to be careful around new men I meet. Like this new male friend of mine.

I am working with my therapist on how to change my patterns with men.