Generalized anxiety is invading my dreams, waking me early. This concerns me as I am convinced that it is the solid sleep which keeps me stable. I can't afford to unstablize at this time. Money would solve most of my problems , I fantasize about winning a large bunch of money....it can't change the basic problem but it can alleviate stress and make life easier. A car, a working newish car would be a godsend. Maybe if I start believing in unicorns these things will come to pass? Oh unicorns, unicorns, I believe!