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Originally Posted by Unhinged88
The 27th will be 11 years since my dad passed. And I always have a tough time with it. I feel like it was yesterday and at the same time, longer than 11 years. It doesn't ever get any easier. I think it gets harder because I'm afraid I am forgetting things about him. His laugh, how he walked, etc.
Does anyone else ever have this fear?
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part of me hopes (and prays) that I never forget bethany.
I know she won't come back no matter what I do- that's final
however.... the things that remind me of her are just..... sad
example: she liked the music to avenue Q, and If i listen to the avenue q music, it just makes me cry
she liked KFC, and when I have one it makes me sad because it makes me think of how she'd go out at lunch time and run down and get a huge bucket of chicken
sometimes even when I see an ambulence it makes me think of her... it's all she wanted to do- was save people's lives and work on the ambulence
I guess.... that eventually the memories will be too painfull, and I will forget
not yet though. I'm not ready to