Honestly, I know the reality of it, but the FEAR of went I went through is still there. I do know what it's like to take a lethal dosage of medication because I did, in fact try to end it all when I was on much higher dosages of different medication years ago.


This is a triumph for me, and I do feel lucky to be alive because it was scary for me, even though it seems like it sounds overdramatic to you.


The fact that nobody noticed, doesn't mean I feel neglected, only that it is a wake-up call of how careful I need to be in the future, because the people I live with accept my independence.