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Originally Posted by BeyondtheRainbow
(answering last question) question: have you ever just convinced yourself that it's best to be alone and feel isolated, than it is to try and make friends just to then lose them?
Yes.
Do you ever feel guilty for how you got someone out of your life?
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yes I do.
especially laura
I can't believe it was all over a stupid religious disagreement
in sted of being like... okay, each to their own, I had to go one step further and call her out on it and say her belief was wrong
she caught me at the wrong time, I guess
but now it hurts because she was really good with my illness too. really good with the signs.
just recently someone i've known since childhood was pushed out of my life because I couldn't get past the fact he still listened to casette tapes
I told him.... I told him, we're in 2018, not the 1980's. get a grip on reality.
why. if that's what he enjoys..