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Originally Posted by Kiya
Therapist doesn’t work Friday’s, my peer support must have been out sick... I don’t have reliable friends....
I did leave a message on T’s phone which she will get Monday- the day I see her.
If I call a crisis line, they’ll send an ambulance. I’m celebrating my mom’s 77th bday tomorrow so I can’t go inpat. I could go to overnight psych ER... but they might not let me out; they won’t for sure if I told them the truth....
Ain’t that but a bummer? People can’t talk about things without being considered a risk... yet we’re encouraged to talk about things.
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Try the https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/ chat line. I have used that many times in the past as a distraction. Just have to be careful that you do not say you are going through with your plans otherwise they will have cops at the door. They find you through your IP address.
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When a child’s emotional needs are not met and a child is repeatedly hurt and abused, this deeply and profoundly affects the child’s development. Wanting those unmet childhood needs in adulthood. Looking for safety, protection, being cherished and loved can often be normal unmet needs in childhood, and the survivor searches for these in other adults. This can be where survivors search for mother and father figures. Transference issues in counseling can occur and this is normal for childhood abuse survivors.
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