I'm also not a fan of meds, But, I've been on a bunch since I was a teen - the most recent I've tried was Urbanol. Most meds have either no effect on me at all (which was the result of Urbanol) or they make me even more dysfunctional, like I have no energy, I become constipated, I become moody, I become listless, I hallucinate (that one was kinda cool), I become manic, or I become fuzzy (like I don't register the world around me anymore). But those were just a few, most of them had no effect what-so-ever.