He’s my second cousin I think, the son of my mothers dads brother lol it would be great to be able to work through it, I’ve found myself thinking about it a lot lately, and it’s not so much bothering me, or grossing me out as much as it just seems weird and feels weird. We used to spend some time together as babies, but then I moved away, and I came to visit nearly 10 summers ago, and that’s when we actually met for real, then we moved back home that year, but October of last year was the first time I’d seen him in over 9 years.

I think it might have something to do with the fact that he is so easy to talk to, I can tell him anything and he’ll help me out through it, or give me some advice, we talk every single day on the phone, and it’s just refreshing to have someone I can consider a friend since I’ve never really had friends before. And he’s polite, and such a gentleman, and he can relate to a lot of things that I also can.