Ah Freewill - I am so ... so ..... sorry you lost your friend - way too many losses in a short amount of time for you. And I remember that you agonized over trying to help your friend. Please don't give up - I know it is asking a lot, a lot, but there are many, many people who depend on you and who really need your insight, support, and love. I know we all wish that there was something that we could do to really help you as you help so many others.

Please know that you did all that you could to help your friend but we cannot usually ever control what another human finally chooses or is driven to do - or not do.

Give yourself some of the love and concern that you always give to others. Take very special and gente care of yourself.