what i feel and hear from you (((((freewill))))) is a lot of inner agony.... it's because you are a sensitive and caring human.. you've put your heart, your will, your faith, your hope in your friends recovery and now this tragedy continues...
i can only comfort you from this distance with words that dont come in the right way or say the feelings i have in the true way i feel them...
you do have us freewill, as long as the electric stays on and dell and assoc keeps us connected....
i will forever remember the tree leaves swirl from last fall.... in beauty are all things and it needs to be looked for at times...
i wish i could come there and put my arms around your heart and absorb all your pain dear....