hi everyone,

i have been broken up from my ex girl for a year and a half. Ive had no contact with her for this entire time.

I have been wanting to reconnect with her as i have moved back to the same city.

I sent her an email early december that id like to talk to her on the phone and hope she is doing well. I got no response...

I then sent another one just before christmas wishing her and her family well with good wishes.

No reply..... I then did a no no and checked her instagram a couple of weeks later. (i know its not healthy to do so) I hadnt looked for the entire time we have not spoken to each other as it used to hurt like hell.

Turns out she started out posting alot of things directly after the breakup to make me jealous and a tonne of pics with new men.

She also posted pictures of her doing fantastic new things that she said she d never want to do in the past like travelling to third world contries and the like.

But since i sent my first email she has posted things that directly relate to what we shared in the past and personal things she would never post...

in the emails i asked her if she would like to chat on the phone with no response from her.

Is she messing with me or do you guys think she may want me to call because she s fearful?

Im a bit fearful myself...

thanks rusty