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Originally Posted by Só leigheas
That age gap isn't close to being too much for a nice friendship. You do deserve friends qwerty, you're a really cool guy, in my opinion. As for feeling severely depressed when the interaction is over, I don't know exactly what it is but I understand.
Good job getting a place, that's no small feat, my friend.
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It is a weird thing that it makes me so depressed right after making me feel happy-ish.
Every morning I wake up with such dark feelings inside and everything just spinning. What is adding more stress is the neighborhood. It is very safe and nice for a newer lower end development at least. When I had the inspection last Friday, once school got out I noticed all the kids were out playing and their parents, mostly moms were out yakking also. So it seems like a very social neighborhood which is another stress and something I am not used to or like.
The stress of going through the loan process isn't fun either. I still have the appraisal to go so I could lose it which I sort of hope happens but will be devastating if it does. I continue to not make sense.
At least I can say all of this is my fault for crawling out from under my rock for a few months.
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PDD with Psychotic Features, GAD, Cluster C personality traits - No meds, except a weekly ketamine infusion