I don't see how it is selfish if it is not selfish for people to want someone to continue suffering. I think with you gone this board and the world would be a much worse place.

Boil that down and is that not selfish of me? Maybe it is because people are so uncomfortable with both death and MH?
I know this is off-topic a little but I was thinking the other day about my state's assisted suicide law and how people with mental illness are all but excluded yet somehow people in severe chronic pain are not judged 'out of their mind'?
Crazy world
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PDD with Psychotic Features, GAD, Cluster C personality traits - No meds, except a weekly ketamine infusion