Frustrated.
BF had a medical setback, went off the rails and now I'm here with questions I can't get answers to because he's passed out. (I tried earlier and didn't get far, I'll spare you the details, but I was not pleased to come home to this ... situation... after running an errand for him after work...)

I feel like I've said too much, but here I am again, trapped in my own mind and nowhere to go with even that much.

Tired too. Deeply tired.