Saw my T today. He thinks I’m mixed with psychosis and should take more Haldol. He also suggested I take the weekend off work but I’m hesitant to do that as I’ve just taken off two weeks holidays. Still, I feel like I’m truly losing my mind at times. I’m scared, then happy, then crazy, then suicidal, then ok and then scared again. It is a roller coaster that I want off. See my pdoc on Tuesday, maybe he will have some ideas how to help me. University starts back in 10 days and I feel like I’m having a breakdown. Aghhh!