Sorry to hear you had such a bad day, EV

I think you should call T if you are still feeling this way tommorrow. Your life is more important than a weekend. Pls stay safe
I used to wish I would run into T around town, but honestly, I think it'd freak me out and I'd bolt. I'd be afraid she wouldn't be happy to see me. I would also feel ashamed if I saw her on a day when I was doing unhealthy coping.
I really hope things look better for you in the am. Pls take gentle care of you... You are loved