I feel like crying. This is what pdoc wrote back:

Hi those are complicated assessments I'm not able to say we'll need to observe the pattern over time but I can say that 1) cogentin causes TD so let's not do that 2) lowering geodon would be unsafe could worsen mood and 3) cutting sugar will definitely help you rmental function - there is a good diet for the brain here:

I just want to quit shaking. Like wtf am I supposed to do about it. I can't drive when it happens and I can't drive when I take klonopin cause I'm too damn tired. Is it so much to ask to get help for something.