So if I try to do certain tasks (remote work) I just feel incredible stress reaction right away so I have to instantly turn my mind away from it. It's not even real emotion but if it turns into real emotion it gets to be very violent negative emotions.

These are tasks requiring mental effort, especially if processing of new data is needed or a lot has to be done by deadline. How I manage is basically just by doing it the last day/night before deadline because then I'm no longer focused on that stress reaction, but on the stress from the real deadline instead. I sometimes stay up for 2 days straight and that's no good. I'm considering giving up any real work because of this... I have been struggling with this for months since I've started trying to earn money again.

Any suggestions for this issue?