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Originally Posted by DechanDawa
I feel like I coped better when I had a lot of bad habits. If my life was crap I engaged in substance abuse and also formed toxic friendships and relationships.
It seems ironic that in cleaning up my life I feel like I am coping less. I don't understand...
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Wow. Exact same. I feel for you.
I didn't do substance abuse but I did other distractions... I feel like I can't survive without that atm. And yeah, I dropped the toxic relationships but I've just been in pain since then.