I talked to T about my medication issue and work issues, but nothing intense. Near the end I brought up something more intense, why, I don't know. I always worry that I say something and I worry if T takes it the way I meant it, or if he has his own meaning. I am unable to have any social interaction where I don't second guess myself. It was a chilled session, which I needed. I finally got my meds., which is a huge relief. I noticed on the way home that it is staying lighter later. I like the darkness and I like the light. Looking forward to the summer.