I'm actually hoping he didn't see me when he said "i like big girls and I cannot lie." Because I'm struggling with how I look . I weigh 160 pounds and am not short. I still consider myself big and plus size even though I am a size 8 in pants and a medium in shirts. I'm hoping he didn't see because that would just prove my fears are correct. That I'm still big.

It was mostly wishful thinking that I hoped he didn't see me until after he said that