What I am, what is happening to me; scares me..

I try and try to explain things, but no one understands...
I've stopped trying
Just wish I could get rid of this memory problem.
. Then maybe I can be ok

Just trying to learn to cope, but my mind is evil... broken..

I heard a voice last night, it was out of the blue and weirded me out so I didn't put thought into it and just went to sleep..