Freewill...I am just now reading this thread. I am so sorry it has taken me this long to get to it. I wish I would have known about this earlier.

You are special to me.
You are important to me.

I care about you.
I love you.

I understand eating disorders.
I understand your pain and frustration.

I don't understand those who are not helping you.

The distance between us makes it impossible for me to help you by going to the store and cooking for you. I can't give you a real hug or hold your hand IRL. But, I am there with you in spirit. I am with you every step of the way. I have not been asking you if you have been eating or what you have been eating. I thought it would be prying too much—I thought I was respecting your privacy. But, now I see how you could take that as a sign that I don't care or understand. My friend, I care...please, believe that I care about you. You are important to me. You are so very important to me. Please forgive me for my lack of support. I hope you will give me the chance to be there for you.