My Dad died unexpectedly and I think that’s worse. We had a good relationship and I got to see him the week before and I always told him I loved him, so I am very thankful for that. He forgot his cane one morning when he went to the bathroom. When he came out, he fell and hit his head so hard that he only lived until that night.
My Mom now walks with a walker, but is constantly forgetting to use it, so now I’m scared that I’ll find her on the floor when I go over there one day!
I’m dealing with the issue of anxiety about anything being taken away in the blink of an eye. I’m depressed, don’t want to go out and am very anxious about loss. Besides going to work, I just want to sleep all day and stay home with my dogs. I can’t seem to break out of this funk.