I'm feeling better after setting some goals for this year. 18 for 2018. I've been listening to some great podcasts to help me find some inner strength and a broader knowledge of self-discovery and being happier. I feel like since I'm hearing these things being spoken to me, I can put forth some effort to make my life worthy of special things and people. I haven't felt worthy of some of the gifts I've received over the years and want to change that.